YOGA mode

Who said I was lazy?

I have a Yoga Mat, a Medicine Ball, a Volleyball, An Analog Treadmill (if that is how it is called), a Dumbell, a jumping rope, a bunch of Exercise DVDs, and saved exercises bothon my laptop and my Youtube account. Oh wait nobody said I was actually using them, right?

I have promised myself eery now and again that I will focus and just do it. I said I will do hiphop abs, belly dancing, bikini body work out, Insanity, jumping rope anything and ake sure I have daily exercise. I tried but after I'm sore I just stop and back to zero again.

It was a real blessing when somebody at facebook sent me a message saying I won YOGA giftcard. Well, well, well, the stars have aligned and grant my wish. An extreme change. I will commit to this week long free 7 sessions. It actually costs 500 sessions. Who would let that pass? I would normally let it pass because I live 2 hours and 108 pesos away. But I said I just have to do it. I have to.

I attended my first session and I had no idea it was hotflow, with minimal supervision. I realized how unfit I was. I was sweating and panting like a pig. I cannot align my limbs correctly even the simple stretches are killing me. I died many times. I died like a greasy pretzel. I couldn'tdistort myself. I was so stiff.
I had to stop so many times. I was not embarassed at all but, I used to be so fit that I could exercise continously for 2 hours. I can lift 10 kilos and more of weights while hauling stuff I was selling before. I used to briskwalk 30mins to some elevated places and I used to run up stairs and do so much more.

I felt so bad.
I realized why I am depressed (sometimes I am) I have not been using my body as much as I dd before. I felt bad knowing that I have let it all go and watsed its potential.

I shouldn't do this just to lose weight, to feel sexy or to feel pretty I should do this to feel good about myself. That is the best reason. That is priceless. I owe it to myself.

I may have commitment issues with othersbut I have no excuse not to commit to myself.

Though, I should start with that sleeping thing too.

Will you go to a birthday of someone who doesn't know you?

I never thought I would, but I did.

It was unbelievably enlightening. I realized a few thngs and I will talk about it next time

Premier Mania

I realized a few things:

You can actually meet someone online who will give you free pass on a premier night

You can convince anyone to go with you if you promise a ticket to a free movie

You can stand for 2 hours without complaining if you are waiting for tons of celebrity who will pass by anytime

You can go to a premier night and get in for free just by joining silly games

I have recently been active on a celebrity forum thread and we were told that there will be tickets for free. Since it is free and I'm free I said let's go. This is under the premise that we were expected to be crazed about this celebrity. I am not so sure yet if I am. I have seen him since his centerfold days on Cosmopolitan and I have always liked him, with or without girlfriend, with or without love team.

That day my sister and I wore the color code for the day, PINK which happen to be my least favorite color. I had to borrow my mother's polo shirt. We have calculated travel time and thought it was fine until he train stopped (MRT), they sad it will take a while. We have to be at the cinema at 6pm. It is almost 6pm so we decided to leave and ride a bus which was just fairly fast but it started to rain and we went down on a wrong bus stop thus we had to run and use the footbridge farther from Megamall. Wehad no way of communicating with Morgan so we bought a load first and called him. He said we just have to meet him at Astrovision. There he was. So we were just there standing with a bunch of people we don't know and waiting for the free pass. I met a few people. It took so long before we got in. We ended up sitting somewhere else and started to see every artist in the film.

The whole theater roared with laughter, gasp and scream it was exciting because everyone inside are those who really want to cheer the celebrities. Some had to stand the whole time so we were really lucky to have a seat.

I thought we will have time to hang out so we decided to stay, we left late with izzzzzlaw. It was really windy and we had no idea why. When we were in the cab we realized that the wind was extra strong like it drank an energy drink. All the trash all over the streets were swirling up in the air and crossing the streets like cats and dogs. The tree branches were dancing and swaying like it was dancing to the beat of a Bieber song. When we got home we found out that it was because of Basyang.

We got home safe but while eating the lights went off (which is lasted a 36 hours) It was fun I like the movie and I will definitely watch it again with my Tita.

I will have to do this again promise.

KACHING $$$ KACHING $$$

Tomorrow I am officially unemployed for 1 month.

I have started the other day to sleep during the night and to have at least15-30mins of workout daily, my food consumption is more reasonable but I haven't done anything drastic. I was thinking to apply online on jobs I can do at home and started to look for some. I sent some applications and got a few response but it seems like I am not cut for the work at home jobs. I mean 65 pesos for evaluating a paper? That means I have to evaluate 10 a day to get P650. I am not trained for this so it won't be easy.Giving me at least 6,500 every 2 weeks but requiring me to be online for so many hours. I don't think it is worth it. I have another option to write articles. This seems more feasible but I will be required to write at leats 1 article per hour.

I still have to evaluate myself. It doesn't excite me to do these jobs, I might do this on the side but not full time. I better research on business than do these tasks.

In this instance I am not lazy, I am just being practical. Writing excites me but I don't want it to be chore. These articles are not going to be under my name anyway.

Thinking again on what's next. I am still torn between working at Mckinley or for HSBC. But I really hope I can go out of the country and know my next step for school before I decide on my next move.

I have to cherish my vacation, I deserve this

YOGA here I come!!!

I have been blessed to win a certain contest online. I will have a weeklong YOGA for free but to brush up I will be rolling out my YOGA mat at home and review common poses. I even linked up some helpful Youtube videos. I am so excited but I will have to start first before I write more about it. I'm just curious if I'm supposed to be well rested because I was up all night. I remember that I should do it on an empty stomach but there was no mention of doing it in the morning. I am also wondering if it is ok to do it while I am doing Hip Hop abs because I read somewhere that we cannot do yoga and high impact exercise because it defeats the purpose of lengthening and posture. Yoga is for meditation, concentration and poses. It is like the exercise for the lazies. I love it.

YOGA are you ready for me?